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rules for ana? (ll it be help?)

x Look in the mirror tell yourself you are fat.
x Don't believe what others say about you.
x Look at pictures of skinny girls daily and become like them.
x Don't think or eat food at all. Food makes you fat. Any food makes you fat.
x Drink as much water as you can. If you feel like you are going to exploid, drink more.
x Go to the mall and try on clothes two sizes two small for you so you will be modivated to not eat and to fit into them.
x Don't cry. All crying does is show you dont have self-control.
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Are youlooking for ways to "become" anorexic or bulimic? Before you continue on this road, and consider "getting" an ed, ask yourself some questions:

-Do you want to wake up every day for the rest of your life hating yourself and wishing that you didn't exist?
-Do you want to cry, every time you step on the scale, because it's never enough, even when you're losing?
-Do you want to stand in front of a mirror, vainly trying to see what other people see, and not see it, and cry, because you don't know what's happened to you anymore?
-Do you want to feel like you're killing yourself, but feel powerless to stop it?
-Do you want to reach the point where you know you're killing yourself, and don't care anymore?
-Do you want to throw up blood, stare at it, and keep throwing up, even though blood is a bad sign, because you simply don't care anymore?
-Do you want to sit, crying, in the hallway of your home, because you know you didn't get everything up, even though all you've tasted for the past half-hour is stomach bile?
-Do you want to ruin your teeth?-Do you want to contemplate suicide every day because you've grown to hate who you are more than you've ever hated anything else in your life?
-Do you want to feel all of your dreams crumbling around you, because you've handed everything over in your life to some blank, bitter driving force?
-Do you want to come to the horrible realization that your control is controlling you?
-Do you want to look back, after years, and think, "what have I done with my life?"only to realize that the answer is nothing?
-Do you want months of your life to disappear into oblivions of weight and exercise?

To look back and remember nothing else?
-Do you want everything that you ever cared for to disappear?
-Do you want to die?

If you can answer yes to every one of these questions, than an eating disorder is the thing for you.

argh*sounds weird




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Bulimia/Anorexia is not pretty. It is not fun. It makes you weak. It makes you exhausted. You eat until your stomach feels like it is going to explode. You throw up, bits of your vomit smacking you in your face. You do your best to hide your illness. You have red marks across your knuckles from when you shove your fingers down your throat and they scrape against your teeth. Or maybe your stomach is so used to regurgitating that you spontaneously vomit when you bend over. You are pale. You are shaky. You find it hard to breathe. You are constipated. You retain water like the hoover dam. You starve for a day. The next day, you eat all of the food in the house. You feel guilty. You feel ashamed.You make yourself vomit. Your heart skips a few beats. You feel faint. You overexercise. You become dehydrated. You retain more water. You pass out. You abuse laxatives. Your tooth enamel gets eaten away by stomach acid. Your cheeks are puffy from swollen glands, which only convinces you even more that you are fat. Maybe you lose some weight. Maybe you are bulimiarexic and you lose a lot of weight. Maybe you b/p so often that you GAIN weight, which is not uncommon. Your self worth is totally determined by the number on the scale instead of who you are on the inside. You feel trapped. This may make you suicidal. The serotonin levels in your brain get messed up from your frequent vomiting, often attributing to violent mood swings You would rather be dead than fat.

is alreadi been told, but why they r still doing this?what's their intention?they r proud of being anorexia and they think is a lifestyle.they just wanna b thin no matter how